Always---Angi3

CALL ME BRIANNE ODEN NOW NOW NOW!!!

Touch her heart, not her body. Steal her attention, not her happiness. Make her smile, don’t waste her tears.

@lw@ys—-@ngi3

I’m sorry that I’m not that perfect daughter! I’m sorry that I’m don’t have good manners! I’m sorry that I always rebel! I’m sorry that I put your hopes down! I’m sorry that I didn’t complete what you wanted me too! I’m sorry that I have poor eye sight! I’m sorry for everything because I’m a failer to you and to me. I’m sorry that I failed you and that you are embarrassed of me. I’m sorry that I didn’t notice how much u loved me. I’m sorry that I never listen. 

What else can I do? I have nothing more to offer!! I’m more disappointing at myself much more that you are at me.

you tell me that i’m not good enough! that i should just go there and not far away! you say that i’m not considering other peoples opinions! i don’t get into this big cool college and you’re like dont blame you?? why would i blame you its not that i’m not good enough for that dumb college … to be honest i think they are losing opportunity to meet a person like me. I listen to what you have to say the orders you and i always ask what you think but now its time for me too leave and you say this?? you say that i’m dumb so i need to stay close by like not getting out to see the world to myself,… so am i suppose to just follow you my whole life??

MOM…i’m not a child anymore and please consider what I want to do too! i cant just always do what you want me to, follow the dreams you have for me! you know i have my own dreams too… my own future that shouldn’t be all controlled by you??? by going far away  i just want to learn to live on my own…so please just listen to what i want to do once…

***then again if i don’t do what you say i’m considered a dumb bad girl who never listens??? …urgg i’m filled with frustration! never courage always put downs!